It’s been quite a long time. Yes it has, cause I don’t really quite remember the day we are together…or are we?

You are obviously my dream come true, you are so truly dear to me.

But the pain that few days still lingers in my unsettled, and insecure heart. I could still remember vividly how you looked at her; it was not the usual ‘friendship’ look, but the look of a man dearly longing for a women that he couldn’t have. I know that look, my dearest. Your body language showed EVERYTHING.

Honestly, I was deeply hurt.

Since that day I have been asking myself  : “Am I just her substitute? Am I just … so unimportant?”